lol I got a boyfriend…so much for going lesbian :D haha
Fuck it. I’m going lesbian. That is all.

People are the forefront to why I hate this world and wouldn’t mind killing myself. To each his own but seriously, the hypocrisy in this world pisses me off. I’m trying to stop my own hypocrisy but seriously other people and their bipolar asses need to fucking take a god damn chill pill before I give them my antidote, a foot up the ass. 

holy shit…holy SHIZNETS….

Guess…who has gots a boyfriend :P

…….

me…

yes…

no, he’s not ugly….

Edit: we aren’t dating any more…. Oh well…

Maybe Corey was right…maybe life is telling me that I should be a lesbian… But then again, those relationships never work out either…. Maybe it’s me? I don’t understand what I do to bring on this hurt and pain… Maybe it’s my fate to be alone and have people not love me any more than a friend. I generally give people their space. Maybe that’s why… They probably don’t think I love them enough or something… I don’t get jealous easily and I hate PDAs too…. Oh well…

life sucks….
Yep. Still being ignored…

but what did I do?

Being Optimistic is for quitters.

I do not want to quit being depressed.

That would be…

too good.

Being ignored by the only person you really want to talk to.

IT’S AN AWESOME FEELING :D

Holy shit…I can’t figure out my words…or how to spell…them? so awesome… love this feeling.